Having illusions of forever

Having illusions of forever
Today, I meet forever

Words searched the darkness
To find your heart… bursts of light, warm glows of hope
Something grows in a once upon a barren never never land
It was not planned, just a wild ride…
Any child would have tried
Harnessed a smile
Though miles from view
I would die for you alone
Giving a lifetime wont mean a thing if i died,
To find the promise that my forever belonged to you alone

Having illusions of forever
Today, I meet forever

Never more will I ever sever my heart from love
Though one never knows tomorrow
Ask would it rain? Could cause pain…
Sorrows should never make today
While waiting for tomorrow let me love you
Funny I started yesterday
It’s sunny today
Yet to harvest your sweetness
Heard the wet sounds, your body wanting me
From the words I speak
I wonder how does it feel?
I feel so weak
Wanting to touch you there
In there and there
Yeah right… there!
No waiting for tomorrow
I don’t want to say good night… Not to tonight.
Having illusions of forever
Today, I meet forever

Never had someone to love that felt so right
Touched with a glove… so gentle
Maybe it’s your body?
I’m having illusions, delusions…
My lady dove would it be rude to say,
Let’s get the mood right
Take your flight above me and remove all doubt
Lady lets groove
Let’s prove this real
Is it an illusion? Am I… so mental?
Maybe it you, maybe it’s true
It never felt so strong
I’m losing my mind… that is sincere
I turn cold my skin is flushed
Risk a crushed heart many times over
Just to see you blush…
I know things seem rushed

Having illusions of forever
Today, I meet forever

Yes, I’m having illusions
I can’t sleep at night
I can’t have my baby tonight
I blow out the candle light and weep
Tell me you see it too
Like the wind that dries my tears
Raises the hairs on my skin
The air is clear, I see right though… yet it’s real
No one doubts a breath of you
Just want to hear you say…
Could it be? Tell me it’s real…
If you feel it on you skin too
Tell me, how does it feel?
Having illusions of forever
Today, I meet forever

To crave a fruit with no name
To starve for flavors unknown
I’m told I am seeing things
I’m told I dream too hard
I’m told I feel too strongly
For someone I hardly know… is it true?
Will forever never come home to me?
I heard them so quick to say never.
Yet imagined your smile and believed it true…
Will it fade to simply say I love you..?
I’ll gladly trade my heart
Remove the walls, brick by cinder brick
Open up… letting you in just because
I am having illusions of forever
Today, I meet forever
For forever… Is You

Is it not strange that the moment you think of Forever…
The Moment is long over.


:: words by nazaire